What am I ? Should I even define myself? No sure if Iam biual, panual or something else?

I was born a boy. When I was little I used admire myself in the mirror, but I never crossdress or anything. Boys had crushes on me at school. But have always consider myself a guy. Early in my life I was shy. Most of my girlfriends (most have been /butch) and have said that I have a feminine face and I do take care of myself. In my past, I have slept with older women, older men, young guys, transvestite, transual, younger girlfriend. These include asian, Mexican, white, African-american, etc. Thankfully, I tested recently & I don’t have anything. I don’t smoke, don’t drink & don’t do drugs. I finally in a place where I want to settle down with a girl and love her (don’t matter if she is straight or bi). But before I do that, I want to know …has anyone else felt this way. I have heard of -identified man. Even though I hate labels, but I want to know if there a specific group where I fit in? I have already been called a “freak”. So serious replies only …please.